Hello Blog! It's been awhile. It's been awhile because I don't know what to write, to think, to let out. If my mind has a long term memory loss. It forgot love.
I used to consider myself as a nice person, or at least a person who gets along with everyone that show no remorse or hatred. Now I am angry everyday; not all day everyday, but everyday. It's not towards a particular thing or person, it is just simply me not being able to control my emotions. Littlest things tick me off, and I let it out onto those who are the closest to me, for example, Ellis. His patience and endurance have surprised me recently, because sometimes I CATCH myself saying things to him he does not deserve and vigorously attack him verbally (which sometimes I cannot stop), but he quickly turns them into jokes, or jolts me back into my sanity by telling me straight up that I need to stop.
I have no idea how I became this person that I used to hate. It's time for a change, really. Or maybe I'm just overly-hormonal because I will be getting my monthly magic soon? (Sign, here is my daily denial) Any suggestions? Should I try yoga, running, or keep stuffing my happy belly? Maybe it's time for a time machine. Yeah, that's it. Bring the past back, and that will be my present! (Oh, I'm so witty, ha!)
Sorry for the idleness. I will be back soon. I presume I'll be blathering about just anything that crosses my mind and sparks my interest.. hopefully.
